One of the proud moments.

It was my younger brother's POP parade last friday. Prize Presentation was pushed forward and we had to rush down even though we are not late. I am actually felt bad because the way my brother texted me that he would not want to stand out of his platoon for his certificate of achievement because my parents are not there to see that proud moment.

We managed to get in a cab after like half an hour. Ran towards my brother's platoon to see him standing there waiting anxiously for us. That moment I knew my brother had grown up. To be honest, I've not been really a good brother. Now I just how to support him in whatever I can.

He managed to get his silver though he was quite a fat ass before he enlist. Now he got his 6 packs already.

My Brother who got the Iron Soldier in his platoon. I heard they have to go through quite a lot of weird stations.

Im proud of you my brother, Keep up your attitude and I look forward to seeing you wear that Red Beret.

 

On the side note, that night was the one of the few epic night well spent with friends.

 

 

Till then,

Too Little Too Late

If anyone still do not know who I am. I'm a very immature guy who hasn't been in a relationship for a long long time. I'm always "that guy" who advice my friends on relationship. Just recently, I realised I've fallen for my friend, a pretty close one to be honest. I was abit confused at first, thinking whether is it just an infactuation or im already used to her existence. Last week, I have the most progressive idea to start the ball rolling but failed quite badly. Thanks to the army. A few days before yesterday, I managed to have a long talk with my buddies over booze. It was a pretty fruitful night, thinking that the advice my buddies gave pretty make sense. But the not-very-observant me chanced upon the truth, the truth that I'm abit too late.

It was worse than the first time. I felt stupid and a little of sad. It was more of a kid rage. I overthink too much, thinking that there might be progress as time goes by. Anyone can tell me that I do not put in any effort for the girl i liked. They never knew how i felt about cherishing this friendship of mine. So the best relationship is to fall in love with your best friend they said. Apparently not.

Then I realised, I've actually learnt that to like/love someone, go for it before you start regretting. It was a painful lesson, thinking that I'm actually quite close to picking up this stone that I've yearned for so long. It was a very emotional friday for me.

I know by writing this post, it might cause some awkwardness but still, I will cherish this friendship of mine, but it would probably take some time for me to get used to this relationship of theirs. Always remember that I could be there for you, if you want me to. Stay happy for the new chapter of your life.

Till Then,

Tough times.

Hello greetings from Ted!! How's life going for everyone? Hope yours is better than mine. I mean it couldn't get any worse. It was the worst month of my life. All the mind fucking weekends. It is not easy to tank those days. But I'm actually glad that "it" is finally over. I know I've changed throughout this month. I feel more rowdy, angst at the little things happening around.

Ever since that happening but scary night on the 27th August 2012, I know I must put this to an end. Start afresh if I'm allowed to. I felt death the other night or maybe I was too lethargic to even remember.

I really want to thank those people around who are willing to brave through this "hardship" of mine together with me. Without the encrouragement, the support and the advice, I probably wouldn't survive half of the charge.

Therefore, I thank you all.

It was a tough month for me, a month to remember who truly are your friends. It is gonna be another tough month for me, but I guess I've gone through the "progressive training" which "they" always mention. Wish me luck and hope to see you all after 17 days. :)

Just a random side note, I shaved my head again.

Till Then,

Crazy little thing.

It might sound boring to you guys but to me, its a crazy achievement!

Early morning, I just had this feeling to just go to some random cafe and order breakfast and read a book. Ain't kidding. I've finally finished reading "Perks Of Being A Wallflower". I must say it is a really good book. Honestly, am I the only one that imagine the actual scenario while reading the book? It is like the character appears blur in your mind, but you just have to create a so called "scene". Anyone? I like reading books because i imagine alot, i somehow will feel how the character feels. This book relates to me somehow in parts of the book. Go read it if you have not. It is a sure thumbs up!

Till Then,

p.s need another book before my block leave is over.

Party like it is the end of the world.

Hi guys!! Its been a while! Been pretty caught up with army and weekends..? Its becoming a weekly habit for me to drink and party. I know its not good, physically, mentally and my pocket. But oh well, most of my sessions were actually enjoyable, except the fact I would normally reflect after my usual sessions.

But weeks way before, was craving for Thai food, but Nakhon wasn't open, so head up to the nearest Thai restuarant for Thai food of course!

Spicy Minced Pork! Best with Thai Fragrant Rice! AWESOME!

It has been a month since I've drank for the entire weekends, like friday, saturday and stuffs. There is even once I book in with a hangover, bad times. Been spending alot too.

One of the days not long ago, met up with SBSG for Aaron's 21st!

Ssikkek Korean Grill BBQ at Novena, way better than 2D1N maybe because of their ventilation, and D.I.Y of ddoebokki. (If its even spelt correctly haha!) Yea, I had a haircut which my BOSS didn't say anything but my PS did, so have to do something by this week. MEH.

*photo credits to PCPY.

Random night at Zouk with the partyheads. Probably the best night ever, we even start a dance pit. Ain't kidding. It was epic. Worth it after a long week after NS. LOL.

Next day after the party, usuals with the usuals as usual. MBS is so so nice. Such a nice place to chill. Just realised Singapore has many hotspots for us to discover man.

Awful dinner with Parents, i don't even want to talk anything about this restuarant. AT ALL. WHO THE FUCK USES YELLOW NOODLES (what we used to cook Fish Ball Noodles) TO MAKE AN "CHICKEN CHOP PASTA?!"

MBS!!!

Thats about all!! I'm hating to tell people to move on cause me myself sometimes cant. just sometimes.
Its a long weekend for me! WEEEEEEEEEE~!!!

Till Then,

Flaws.

1. I am almost sensitive all the time.
2. Hot tempered.
3. Inconsistency over passion.
4. Insensitive is usage of words during conversation.
5. Entertain my friends by insulting my other friends.
6. When they do that to me, i don't feel good, back to 2.
7. My attitude towards life is very negative sometimes, or maybe most the time.
8. I always ignore my friends whenever i feel like it..
9. ...actually i just want their attention.
10. I always tries to move on, yea trying, seldom happens.
11. I run away from problems.

Apparently you can see how fucked up i actually am. Some flaws I've already known and trying hard to reduce and some I've realised only recently. I don't have many friends to be honest, or i chose not to have many friends. Its a sad thing when you eager your bookout so much, thinking you have so much to do during the weekends with your closest friends, like grabbing a drink, catching a movie, having supper and random topics to talk through the night. It is like near impossible now i don't know why. I feel that my bookout has been the only motivation for me to stay strong for the week. But sometimes, i really don't know what am i working hard for.

Maybe it is time to really stay a distance from some of my closest friends for awhile till I've learnt the definition of "appreciation of life." I am sometimes glad I have NS, an early RO give me alot alot lots of time to think and reflect on life, not forgetting my plans ahead.

Anyway, will blog about my plans ahead after NS. need yall advice.

Till Then,

This Means War and Supper.

After catching movies with my usuals, bumping to PCPY and Ronnie. What a small world! Anyway chatted for almost 3 hours, could be longer as usual, but we just got old i guess. We were talking about the stuffs, mainly about life. Thats why i love talking to them, we can never get annoyed by the subject we always talk or gossip about. Maybe that is the definition of pals, i assume.
Got a ring from whatsapp, supper kakis recruiting. Hitch a ride from Jude's and off we go for supper! After all the "dispute" of where to eat, we settle down at Fatty Weng!!

Very good fried rice! Bee Hoon was unique, The rest was mmmm... okay.

Then off to Yong He!

yet another day has gone, its sunday once again, the blues are coming. HOMG need to start packing my stuffs and "weaving" my IBA again. UGH. Well at least i have this weekend to look forward to. :)

Till Then,

Sakae!

Sakae with Mummy. Craving cured. Been trying out HDR effects on my photos, looks so fake and cartoonish haha!

Hope there is something to do this tmr and sunday, cant imagine how bored i am these few days. :/

Till Then,

Awakening.

Caught Underworld: Awakening on a random sunday night cause i get to book in on monday morning. Awesome moves by Kate Beckinsale as usual. Anyway I am on my off from wednesday till sunday. Really very bored. Have been eating and catching up movies online non stop. Finally get my lazy butt out of home and went for a swim. Before that was a feast at Changi Village before they close for one freaking year :/ (which means no more good food for my nights out)

Anyway, graduated from my AIT course, now proceeding to ETI course for a month at Nee Soon camp. It sounded and yes it is freaking far. Hope a month just passed like how ATI goes, and smoothly is the main factor. :)

 
When EVEN my PARENTS say that this Vespa is nice, This VESPA IS UP THERE!!! :)

Anyway went to Loyang Dua Peh Gong to pray, pray for everything to be soon soon. This year Guan Yin Ma and company are very nice to me in terms of family ties and working issues. Everything quite smooth, maybe not love, ok don't wanna change this post to a ranting one.

Mummy and I had ice cream from the classic motorbike uncle that PCPY is craving today HAHA!

I had my usual Mint Chocolate on bread while my mummy had her cosmo! :D

I've been stupid because i realised actually i am not in love, i just wanted somebody to love or be loved. Apparently Loneliness is kicking in now. But Mummy is right, no point rushing, but always grab the opportunity when it is right. Yes mum i will. I will keep that in mind.

Goodnight! :)

Till Then,

Cest la vie

Life is like a bowl of Porridge, plain and unattractive at first but once you add stuffs like spring onion, bar chor, garlic, ikan bilis and for me pepper, it can taste heavenly. It is how much (effort) you put in your porridge that determines how it taste, applies to life. I honestly can tell you all that I'm going through a rough time, thinking about a lot of stupid things. But i think it is so stupid, like putting sour plum into my porridge. I just want a decent bowl of porridge so I am slowly pacing my life back on track. I am so glad I still have friends I can count on.

If you are feeling down today, only think that there are people worse off than you.
Don't worry Be Happy! Such a driven me! :)

Got to stay positive because there are people like my parents and my friends who needs me more than the one who doesn't give a fuck.

Till Then,

V day.

Nights out. Had a simple dinner with my mother. Heart to Heart Talk with my mother. Surprisingly I managed to tell her how i actually felt about my life, basically my love life. She shared about her life when she met my father. Like How I Met Your Father like that HAHA!

Yes I regretted so much for not taking initiative. Now being initiative feels like a bitch to me. I don't feel good. But they are better together rather than me. I am afraid, afraid of being alone. I hope I can find love in this hopeless place. LOL. I don't want to be #foreveralone. :/

BEING LONELY SUCK.

till then,

Last day in BEE KAY KAY!

Need Cash?

Mac for Breakfast! Must try the bacon and cheese pie! and their Fanta Grape Freeze! Shiok!

MBK to change my bb cover, which is really chio for that first week then started peeling like it got sunburn. Im very sad with my current bb situation! Feel like going ebay to buy a lightning blue bb cover. :/

Settle our lunch at a thai restuarant at Siam.

Lemongrass drink is da dope~!

Then My Phad Thai!! WOOHOO~!

After that Platinum to kop some stuffs before taking the plane back to my country! Which means serving the country which i later realised im in INFANTRY, RIFLEMAN SOMEMORE.

Actually its not bad but i don't like the 5.5 day week thing. TOTALLY SUCK BALLS. And its quite boring and im not motivated to serve in that kind of environment. But i should suck it up and just do my best, or at least go through NS smoothly. UGH.

Cheers!

BEE KAY KAY AGAIN!

After my POP parade, went back to sleep before partying with Aaron and Lee. Wasn't that high until i went over to Planet Paradise to meet my closest bunkmate, Shi Jie. He got really drunk, i was a little too. Anyway, didn't catch a wink, pack my luggage, cycled to borrow my camera from WJ. Enthu enough haha! Its probably 5am and im still having a mild hangover. Met up with my uncle and we took a cab so the story goes.....

Reached the budget terminal with a semi unconscious mind, off the cab and got into the check in queue. THEN I REALISED MY PHONE IS MISSING!!! I was like WTF?! Reported to Comfort and thank god the uncle is honest and i managed to get back my phone before my flight. :D Lucky Me.

Got into my BKK attire, A patch bagpack is a must!! Shopping lo!!!

This time, we got our accomodation at Novotel Platinum! Situated right above Platinum Fashion Mall. I can tell you it is probably the best hotel I've stayed in BKK! Can even compete with Baiyoke Sky! Anyway, unload and went for their 1 for 1 buffet. AWESOME.

Welcome drink hor, mai siao siao.

Sky Pool Bar! #likeanawesome

Fresh Guava Juice, My favourite!

After the hearty buffet, head over to comb Chatuchak before heading to Tad Lad Rot Fai! Accessories there are just so damn cool! :D

After that, unload loots and off to Chinatown! The itinerary is somehow similar to my previous trip! After that headed for full authentic Thai Massage. Krub!

Whats the best? Seafood and Beer. :D

I was totally addicted to this. Its like fresh raw mild cooked prawns with girl and thai spicy sauce! Best recommendation from my uncle! Not forgeting my favourite Fish in spicy soup base! :D

I ate something disgusting. I meant I tried and i dislike it. UGH.

So tired. Life's such a rush now. I really hope my life can smoothen and slow down a little. seriously. :/

Cheers.