Crazy little thing.

It might sound boring to you guys but to me, its a crazy achievement!

Early morning, I just had this feeling to just go to some random cafe and order breakfast and read a book. Ain't kidding. I've finally finished reading "Perks Of Being A Wallflower". I must say it is a really good book. Honestly, am I the only one that imagine the actual scenario while reading the book? It is like the character appears blur in your mind, but you just have to create a so called "scene". Anyone? I like reading books because i imagine alot, i somehow will feel how the character feels. This book relates to me somehow in parts of the book. Go read it if you have not. It is a sure thumbs up!

Till Then,

p.s need another book before my block leave is over.

Admin Time.

Half an hour more before my lunch so decided to blog about how i actually feel.

Its been long since I've ever been in a relationship. It might sound complicated but I've decided to fall with someone i thought i would never even begin with. I don't know whether is it called love or just urge of having a relationship. I mean I don't really care about her unrequited love which i assume it existed until the day before my enlistment. I  know im serving my NS and it would really selfish for me to commit now.  In camp, I kept thinking what would really happen if we were together years back. I tried chatting, which failed quite badly, assuming that it must be shocking for this long conversation which im trying very hard not to end.

I feel stupid, am I just having an urge to start a relationship or am I seriously fallen? Or maybe i should really give up totally, don't even think of having a relationship till maybe after POP, :/ Im in such a confused state man.

Well shall not think too much and concentrate on my pull ups instead. How i wished i can have a nice christmas this year and more weekends with my beloved parents and friends. :)

Till Then.