If anyone still do not know who I am. I'm a very immature guy who hasn't been in a relationship for a long long time. I'm always "that guy" who advice my friends on relationship. Just recently, I realised I've fallen for my friend, a pretty close one to be honest. I was abit confused at first, thinking whether is it just an infactuation or im already used to her existence. Last week, I have the most progressive idea to start the ball rolling but failed quite badly. Thanks to the army. A few days before yesterday, I managed to have a long talk with my buddies over booze. It was a pretty fruitful night, thinking that the advice my buddies gave pretty make sense. But the not-very-observant me chanced upon the truth, the truth that I'm abit too late.
It was worse than the first time. I felt stupid and a little of sad. It was more of a kid rage. I overthink too much, thinking that there might be progress as time goes by. Anyone can tell me that I do not put in any effort for the girl i liked. They never knew how i felt about cherishing this friendship of mine. So the best relationship is to fall in love with your best friend they said. Apparently not.
Then I realised, I've actually learnt that to like/love someone, go for it before you start regretting. It was a painful lesson, thinking that I'm actually quite close to picking up this stone that I've yearned for so long. It was a very emotional friday for me.
I know by writing this post, it might cause some awkwardness but still, I will cherish this friendship of mine, but it would probably take some time for me to get used to this relationship of theirs. Always remember that I could be there for you, if you want me to. Stay happy for the new chapter of your life.
Till Then,
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