V day.

Nights out. Had a simple dinner with my mother. Heart to Heart Talk with my mother. Surprisingly I managed to tell her how i actually felt about my life, basically my love life. She shared about her life when she met my father. Like How I Met Your Father like that HAHA!

Yes I regretted so much for not taking initiative. Now being initiative feels like a bitch to me. I don't feel good. But they are better together rather than me. I am afraid, afraid of being alone. I hope I can find love in this hopeless place. LOL. I don't want to be #foreveralone. :/

BEING LONELY SUCK.

till then,