Half an hour more before my lunch so decided to blog about how i actually feel.
Its been long since I've ever been in a relationship. It might sound complicated but I've decided to fall with someone i thought i would never even begin with. I don't know whether is it called love or just urge of having a relationship. I mean I don't really care about her unrequited love which i assume it existed until the day before my enlistment. I know im serving my NS and it would really selfish for me to commit now. In camp, I kept thinking what would really happen if we were together years back. I tried chatting, which failed quite badly, assuming that it must be shocking for this long conversation which im trying very hard not to end.
I feel stupid, am I just having an urge to start a relationship or am I seriously fallen? Or maybe i should really give up totally, don't even think of having a relationship till maybe after POP, :/ Im in such a confused state man.
Well shall not think too much and concentrate on my pull ups instead. How i wished i can have a nice christmas this year and more weekends with my beloved parents and friends. :)
Till Then.
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