Surprisingly, i'm really glad 2011 is over. Its been a very rough year for me, everything happens so abruptly. Its the year that I had the most up and down moments. 2011, so many different things i did for the first time, like started travelling overseas alone, without my parents. Taking a plane was such a cool thing previously. Travelling with my friends was a unique experience, knowing how to take care of myself.
Graduated from Poly, didn't have any further vision in what i want to do in life. Timing wasting my life away.
Reached my 21st, a gathering which was near perfect, everything goes quite well, to sum up. I've grown a year older, which really mean it is time to really think and mature.
I started falling in love (again), deep enough to get hurt so bad. I didn't want to end the crush and at the same time, didn't want to do anything about it. So I got stuck, for real long. I kept having minor crushes here and there, the same old ones. I was confused and didn't know what i really want. I was so sensitive, feeling very negative about assumed indirect replies. I got mindfucked real bad in 2011 i must say.
Just a year before 2011, i fell for someone for quite some time, i thought i could stand a chance, or maybe i did. This guy told me he didn't like her because of blah blah blah, but just a few weeks before valentine's, he started being initiative towards her. I was a step late. So close, just so fucking close. I could totally start singing "That should be me" by JB. HAHA. I was fucking pissed and really really emotional that period of time.
But that was before my major crush this year, so fuck care, what is done is done. I still have a little itch here and there sometimes, which is bad cause of my very sensitive intuition. But one thing for sure, i never regret who i once fall for, even if i did not have a relationship with, the process was actually enjoyable.
There are some things meant not to happen and not to be shared with others for a reason. Opportunity. Simple definition.
Started photography as a hobby and previously, a job. Interesting and still have better skills to learn on the way the new year. Created a blogshop, trying out a business ain't a bad idea. Started clubbing ever since my first trip to Taiwan. Am liking it, love the loud beats, reason being allowing me to get out of the hustling life that I'm going through.
Got enlisted in the army, worst 2 weeks of my life. Mixed feelings and stuffs. But became better and mature (i assumed), but bad tempered at the same time. Love my parents and time with friends and family more.
and now since it is a brand new year. I guess I better list out my resolution and see if it works.
- Start learning the guitar again.
- Prolong my online business.
- Less vulgarities and Less bad tempered.
- Maintain my fitness.
- Start to really save.
- Travel once again, to a different country.
Till Then
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