Well, finally I've passed out after 2 months of training. It might feel long and short at the same time but i will definitely miss the times i had during BMT, especially some of my section mates. They are the ones that encourage me when I am at my weakest point of training. :)
Pass out? BIG FUCK? I got to know my posting, which is Rifleman at Selarang Camp. Disappointed. I thought I could get in to SCS, but i didn't. I mean of all, why rifleman? I really hope it isn't as bad as what most my friends told me. But i am not prepared for the worst.
Well, back to square one, everything came crashing, a week of block leave never seemed enough. Spent my first half on BKK (will blog about it next week if possible) , another half on birthdays and the blogshop. I dread army, dread my future. Prolly the worst friday I've ever gone through this year. Got to know the harsh reality, hard knock on my head. Totally understand the situation. I cant even look them in their eyes now. Well I have to move on. So tired, really so tired.
Well, back to square one, everything came crashing, a week of block leave never seemed enough. Spent my first half on BKK (will blog about it next week if possible) , another half on birthdays and the blogshop. I dread army, dread my future. Prolly the worst friday I've ever gone through this year. Got to know the harsh reality, hard knock on my head. Totally understand the situation. I cant even look them in their eyes now. Well I have to move on. So tired, really so tired.
I miss my PUPS so much, so much to talk when i meet them. :(
Cheers.
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